posi/nega tivity

i had another driving "lesson" yesterday.
i'm seriously getting better.
i really enjoyed it too.

watch out lewis hamilton.

everybody is so negative.

it's really true. if you're on the internet, you're generally a really negative person who wants to complain that people's opinions are wrong or how an actress has put on a few pounds , that a youtube video wasn't funny or a blog was boring, etc.etc.etc.
i do it too, i'm not that much of a hypocrite. yes i complain about getting up early, and about chapped lips, when i'm cold and when i'm tired.
but at the end of the day, i know that i have access to food, chapstick, a comfortable bed, and that yes, i do have to get up early but it's to get a good, free education which i have been given.
although sometimes, i feel like i don't deserve this education. why should i get it? over those who work and study hard, and want to be educated.
take the people in Haiti. who are still being pulled alive from the rubble. they have all the reason in the world to be negative, but instead, we are. the people in their homes with their families and friends and education and a future ahead of them. and all they want to do is discuss how bad their life is.

maybe we should all take something negative and make it a positive.
for example,
tomorrow i have to do a six hour drama rehearsal.
but i get to spend six hours with three of my great friends.

we live in an unfulfilled society.

i wish we could change.
and just be happy with our lives.

xo