it's hard to say i do, when i don't

i'm not going to lie to you.
i'm stressed.

i'm stressed about my sleeping patterns.
i'm stressed about my eating habits.
i'm stressed about finishing this book for english.
i'm stressed about learning my lines for drama.
i'm stressed about filming for media.
i'm stressed about studying for my maths exam.
i'm stressed over polynomials - which i just can't understand.
i'm stressed because i will never see fall out boy in concert again.
i'm stressed because my car's passenger seat window is broken.
i'm stressed about dropping a subject.

but mostly

i'm stressed because i'm afraid of losing a best friend.

oh. and i made my new years resolution.
it's not to die in the next year.
i believe the consequences of breaking this resolution are pretty self-explanatory.
xo