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good news. today was better than yesterday.
bad news. i have just eaten my own weight in sweets.

two packets of fruit mentos, one packet of jelly tots and a whole pack of strawberry laces. i consumed all of these in the past hour. i wasn't even hungry. i just wanted them. now i feel a bit sick. does that sound like an eating disorder to you?
anyway. today my mum bought my brother a cardigan, and he didn't like it. and it fits me. and boyfriend cardigans for girls are just so expensive. therefore, it's mine now!
college is so tiring. you wouldn't even believe it. i have never had to fight my way onto a bus before. now i have to do it at least twice a day. and i am always in bed before ten. even now i am considering curling up under the covers. it's not even seven.
actually, while i'm talking about buses. i get one from the town centre to my house. i am always the last person on it before it goes back to town. however, one stop before i get off, an old man gets on. he then shouts 'have i got it all to myself?!' the driver says 'no, there's one young lady at the back.' then the old man stares at me the entire way to my stop. not glances. not looks. stares the whole way. i have never been so grateful to press the STOP button and get off. i was genuinely afraid of him.


ps. it is super cold now. and it's not even winter yet. i can't believe i want to wear a coat this early in autumn.