*sadface*

today has just been one of those days, which makes me want to call the whole 'college' idea bs and crawl into a well.

sorry, but it honestly was that bad. firstly. i got my post-enrollment work back from english. clearly, they liked it, and it was okay. however the teacher who marked it, decided that starting a sentence with the word 'while' meant that i was obviously mentally ill, and who the hell starts a sentence with 'while'? what are you even doing in college, you silly little girl.

are you freaking kidding me?

so apart from the fact that my english class is so painfully dull i would rather cut my thumbs off for enjoyment, they also tell me what i can and can't start my sentences with.
when i pointed out that many successful authors use this as part of their style or technique, i was not expecting this comment:

'not the good ones.'

whatever.
this is writer restriction. and i am not having it.

and then...

WHILE i was talking to my friends at lunch, one of the people who hangs around with us, who has always been a horrid member of society, made a comment. to which my friend replied by making a funny albeit slightly offensive joke toward him - i laughed. this notfriend then pushed me off the bench we were sitting on, and then preceded to call me a bunch of rather nasty names. he has been like this since we started college.

of course. he didn't say a thing to my friend, who by the way is male.

i know it sounds like we're six. but we are not. we are sixteen. and i don't think that bullying girls is anything to be proud of.
i'm really tired of his offensive and aggressive behaviour. and if he steps out of line once more, he will be put back in his place.

i am going to start playing the lottery. win. and drop out of college. because i hate it.

what is even worse than all of that put together, is that one of my best friends is grounded. therefore they cannot come out and make me happy again - image to signify.

ps. just cause i'm having a bad day doesn't mean i don't love you guys. <3