hey there

okay. that was a bit of an emo post last night. want to hear about my day?!

today i enrolled at college. my mum dropped me off, and then went into the city to do some shopping. meanwhile i filled out some online forms, got asked loads of questions, was uber polite and smiley to everyone and then filled out a questionnaire which and i quote, asked me this question:

'has anyone ever told you that you are talented?'

now, i don't actually have a talent. i can't sing, i can't dance, i'm not allowed to draw because it's simply that bad, i'm not the next domestic goddess and i have never picked up a musical instrument i can just play. so i'm running this question through my head. and then i think, well it's either yes or no. and then i realise that nobody has ever told me i'm talented. people have said i'm smart and organised and nice, but never talented.

so that sucked.

then i got to leave. i came out half an hour earlier than i'd expected so i call my mum. repeatedly. for about five minutes. turns out she has the inability to turn her phone on. so i think, well that's cool, i'll walk into the city and find her. it takes me about ten minutes to get to the center of Winchester, all the while leaving voicemails on her phone. and the i realise that Winchester is actually pretty damned large. so i walk around for a bit. then it starts to rain. and i get a little stressed. The Best Friend tells me to call home. so i do. and my brother is no help. so i call my dad. who also, is no help. by this time, i'm really stressed, bored of Winchester and very wet.

this also sucked

and then my mum wanders into hmv. and asks me what i'm doing there. that moment made me want to talk like this:
wth?! srsly.
then we get home. and i spill ketchup down my white top.

this sucked the least. but still sucked.

and i just laugh. so hysterically i scare my own mother. it was only from primark, and i literally threw it away minutes ago.
i just thought. you know what? it doesn't matter. and laughed.


but the talented thing bugs me. what kind of a question was that supposed to be?!