i better get a big present.

so today i got my gcse results.

now i expected to get, four c's, seven b's and maybe two a's if i was lucky.
but as it turns out i only got one c in one of my ict qualifications. and two b's, the other ict one and additional science. then a whopping five a's, breaking down to, english, english lit, maths, science and geography. and finally, a distinction star BTEC in performing arts; that's the equivalent of four a stars.
which is pretty good i guess. although it doesn't help having stupidly smart friends, and there comes a point where you do feel like the dumb one. even my parents don't seem that happy.
but they keep going on and on about it, like i want to talk about it. when the truth is, i'm a bit disappointed at the results, and i don't want to talk about it. the four a*'s don't really count, it's a BTEC qualification. technically, i got no a*'s. and once again i come out feeling average.
although i did get interviewed for the local radio station. which my hairdresser heard and rang my mum to congratulate me.
i personally blame the fact i stupidly opted for the t-shirt and jeans option.

i think i need an apple mac to feel better.
feel free to donate money to my cause.