Unexpected Thought

i love warm evening breezes

just a quick one tonight, as i am supposed to be studying. earlier a lucky twitter find bought this website to my attention. secondchanceonline (if you don't check it out asap, shame on you) it is so emotional. very much like postsecret, but with more of an empowering yet terrifyingly true vibe. at the beginning of this blog, i intended to end on the statement that i feel i am too young to regret anything, and cannot think of a single thing that has been so catastrophic to which i now regret. however, a thought has just came to me. that i am merely weeks away from doing something that right now i don't want to do and could severely regret. if i follow my head, everyone's happy. except for two people. one of which, i would absolutely hate to upset and hurt. the other, is me. but if i follow my heart, i could damage two other people. and get myself into an uncomfortable situation to say the least. and yet, i really don't think i'd regret it. because i would be happier, knowing that i got to do what i want. although, i would break a promise. one which i have kept for a very long time. and i don't break promises. do i keep a promise and regret? or do i break it, and live without regrets? this is a decision i cannot make.