a bad week.

i think i'm going through one of those times where it just has to be all a little crap before it can get better.
monday: says it all really?
tuesday: lost my £600 bus pass - it was found a few hours later
wednesday: tired of being neglected by 'friends'
thursday: fall out boy broke up
friday: emotionally tiring

it's not all bad. i have had some laughs this week. i'm just a little sick of never having any time to do anything that i want to do. college takes up all of my time, and i hate it. and i can't remember a time when i wasn't at least a bit tired.
i feel like society has thrown me into being an adult. i couldn't hate it much more.

in other news

• i'm reading my second book about teenagers befriending dead people this month! warn me if this is not healthy.
• i'm off to centre parks in longleat friday night, with a bunch of family which will be so much fun. because i really miss The Cousin. i hardly see her anymore. well, once a week isn't enough when i used to see her pretty much all day every day. and i know both of us are really busy and this is another thing i blame college for.
• and my friend called me at 5:30AM this morning. bear in mind that sunday is the only day i get a lie in due to work on a saturday, so i was pissed. i didn't answer, and then when i couldn't get back to sleep i began to panic that something was wrong. he left a four minute voicemail, so i listened to it. turns out he must have knocked his phone in his sleep. i am still not happy with him, and have been sending him abusive text messages ever since.
  
• and i found out that for my drama and theatre studies exam i have to act having sex on stage. um, i'm sixteen. this is not right. ugh, the play is called Rita, Sue and Bob Too, and was made into a film in the eighties i think? i really think it should be classed as live-porn to be honest.

let's hope for a better week this week. xo