Concerns

So, I have the most important examinations of my entire life so far in two months time. This does not concern me. The fact that my own dreaded ambition to achieve and succeed at everything I do concerns me. I am crushing my own creativity with this unwanted, forced desire to study. I want the freedom to be a teenager now, not in three, four months time. The weather is to die for (which is very rare here) and I want to enjoy it. I cycled down to this beautiful spot (above) this evening to see the sunsetting. I snapped this gorgeous image of the fields and the village in the distance. This is where I want to spend these lovely days, not behind the windows, in front of them.